My bruised ego says thanks

Thank God I'm a Merit Awardee. I know I must have looked stupid crying that much after I got my "note" but I was really just relieved. Yeah, that was what I felt. To be honest, I cried not so much for joy as for relief.

I could relax a bit now. However, our f-ed up Honors deliberation yesterday did a lot of damage to my already low self-esteem. It's fun to know that you're at the near bottom of the honor roll! Whatever. I knew I didn't give a lot of effort. I stopped aiming for Honors a long time ago.

I just wanted that Merit Award. But still...it makes me wonder what would have happened if I had given more effort. Maybe I just didn't want to do that whole thing 'cause I didn't want to get disappointed if I didn't make Honors... which would probably feel worse than what I felt when I found out my fugly rank.

I should stop caring. High school's over.

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P.S. Belated Happy Birthday to Astrid! Last night was fun. Rocky Collado is hot! Groupie na ako ng The Bloomfields, man! Next week uli! Haha.

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