London Is Calling

Friday, March 30, 2007 @8:55 PM

Ivies suck

I had fun today. Going out is fun. I don't know why I didn't do it so often in the school year...maybe I wouldn't be as depressed as I was most of the time then. Whatever. I needed to go out. Apart from the fact that there's nothing to do or eat in my house, and the fact that the heat here is slowly eating my brain, I needed to go out because if I didn't, I'd get really depressed today. I found out this morning that Penn is "unable to offer [me] admission." Wow.

Now I'm really nervous. I really don't know what I'm going to feel if I find out that I won't be able to go to America to study in the fall, just because of the money, you know. I got accepted to UVA and UW already, but waiting for their financial aid awards is killing me... 'cause they might not come on time or at all, or they might not give me a nice award. I might be getting a lot of pimples because of this. And I thought I'd be stress-free this summer. Guess not. I'm gonna be so anxious all April. I really really really really really want to go to UVA! Fuck.

Oh, God. At least I still have UP. Shiiit.

Damn. Are those financial aid letters ever going to come!?!?

Edit: Okay my UW FinAid stuff is on the internet pala. Fuck. $5K in federal grants, $3K in work-study, and around $25K in loans. Wow. That's just for one year. I'm gonna be swimming in debt for the rest of my life if I go there. So yes, UW is out of the picture.

UVA, please!!!